Anything 2Please Nobody

I would do anything 'musically' 2please my husband,
even 2impress a boyfriend musician.
Or kickin it the way he likes it, just as friends.
But the musician, he's not my husband.
He has his, but I have no band.
He isn't my boyfriend.
He can have any woman --& does, 2comfort him.
The man isn't even my friend.
We never laugh 2gether just as people,
so musically --I can't do nothin 4him.

Poe Emily:(

I am Emily 2uh rich Poe.
Don't pity us because
I see the need 2feel his Dick n
he doesn't feel a need 2see his future Son.
Edgar would rather take an Allan
wrench 2my brain damaged head
2fix what's wrong.

I'm nobody! Who are you?
Are you nobody, too?
Then there's a pair of us--don't tell!
They'd banish us, you know.

How dreary to be somebody!
How public, like a frog
To tell your name the livelong day
To an admiring bog!

~Emily Dickinson

Quote form Alice In Wonderland~Lewis Caroll

The Duchess: Be what you would seem to be -- or, if you'd like it put more simply -- Never imagine yourself not to be otherwise than what it might appear to others that what you were or might have been was not otherwise than what you had been would have appeared to them to be otherwise.

Alice: I think I should understand that better, if I had it written down: but I can't quite follow it as you say it.

3rd Life

I cried out 2 him, he must not have listened.
My heart, I cut out 4 him.
Now, my heart beats 4 his mistress.
When in that moment, as I numbered & counted my last breaths--he gave me his.
God must have wanted me 2 get a 2nd chance & because of them, I averted death.

In my 1st life, my heart sang melodies.
The 2nd, beat their names.
They played the same game, at the time, on opposing sides.
My 4 chambers were evenly divided--2 in death, 2 in life, 4 ~1 knight traded his 4 mine.
No more was he around 2 receive my love, so I chose the other side.

With this 2nd life, I didn't do much; it sucked.
But the sequel often does.
From the beginning it was clear 2 me, that fate hath laid a path be4 me.
It seemed an impossible feat 4 my feet 2 trudge begrudgingly.
I gave my love 2 another & didn't allow myself 2 fall completely.

Time past & this love proved not 2 last.
Many memories we made, he comforted me, we laughed.
We shared our dreams with each other & embarked on our journey 2gether.
I was 'his', just as he was 'my' lover.
Although, I could sense it then, him swaying 2wards another--1 much darker & stronger.

This darkness, more & more, it consumed him.
It ate away our relationship, completely crumbling its breaking foundation.
Remembering him, I then ran 2 my living angel.
Destiny almost took him from me 2.
Consumed with guilt, I wasn't about 2 let him slip away from me without thanking him properly, like I should have so long ago.

Compelled 2 get 2 him & 'through' 2 him, my sanity was overthrown.
My desire took hold, burning within me 'A Blaze'!
Reigniting an old passion as a phoenix is reborn from the flames.
Silently, I could hear him cry, 'Where were you when I needed 'you' by my side?!'.
2 my face he said nothing, just turned away.

The ever-present beating of his name wouldn't cease, 2 give me even a moment's peace!
I'll admit that part of me just wanted it 2 go away, as I cut out my heart & served it 2 my king on a silver plate.
In my 1st life, my heart sang melodies & in the 2nd, beat their names.
In this 3rd try, it does not sing, nor does it beat a name, but instead weeps poetry.
The dried up tears you see be4 you, bled upon a page~